The emotions that surrounds me all the time.
I wish and prayed to heavenly God’s
If I could just go beyond them
And embrace my rational, true nature.
I tried and tried in vain
Only reminding myself of my human nature
These make me what I am
I can’t go beyond them
But I can choose to fight , with grief of failure in heart
I can be courageous ,when clouds are black and future bleak
I can walk the paths ahead ,with my heart bleeding down.
The fear, the uncertainty, the love and hatred.
These don’t bound me, They are part of me
I can’t run away from them
But I can always walk, holding them side by side
Then slowly fear won’t be that scary,
Pain won’t be that painful
Uncertainty won’t make me that anxious
And I will stand as a better and stronger human